A children’s piece, this time

So it seems like I am spending most of my free time on my writing classes. Yes, classes, plural. I signed up for a second one, this one focused on writing for children. No, I don’t know what I want to be when I grow up either.

My first assignment for the new class was to write a scene based on some detail from my childhood, evoking the voice of the child I was at the time. What follows is a fictionalized scene based on a couple of true moments. In case you are wondering, the setting is 100% mine. I went to Catholic school for the duration. Also, when I was in third grade, they read The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe out loud to us, probably because of the underlying Christian themes, which were totally lost on me at the time. Everything else is made up.

As always, I appreciate your feedback.

___________________________________________________

Whenever someone got sent to the principal, everyone ooohed until Mrs. Long shushed them. But when Sister Xavier came and asked for me, no one said anything. Probably because I NEVER get in trouble.

Roger Hane's cover for the 1970 Collier-Macmil...

I was happy to go. Mrs. Long had just finished reading a chapter of The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe. That book was as magic as the wardrobe leading Lucy to Mr. Tumnus. Whenever Mrs. Long finished a chapter, finding myself suddenly back in our classroom always gave me a jolt. I didn’t think I could stand multiplication tables just then.

Sister Xavier didn’t say much as we walked down the hall. Maybe she didn’t want to open her mouth because the hall reeked of ammonia and Regina Grasso’s throw-up. I was surprised when we walked outside and onto the path toward church, but I knew to wait for an explanation rather than ask for one.

As we descended the wooden steps behind the school, the pretty pattern of sunshine and leaf shadows flitted over us. I always imagined the speckled sunlight tickling my feet, but it never really did, of course.

At the bottom, we entered the rectory through the back door. Sister Xavier led me into what looked like a library and smelled like our attic. The air tasted like an attic, too – heavy and a little dusty.

A nun, dressed in a white dress and veil – a habit, I mean – stood in contrast to bookshelves the color of a Hershey bar. She was smiling.

“Sarah, this is Sister Rose. Sister Rose, your new pupil. I’ll leave you to it,” Sister Xavier said before leaving.

“I’m pleased to meet you, Sarah. Come sit down,” she said, gesturing toward a small table tucked in the back. Up close, I could see the crinkles around her bright green eyes. “Do you like math?”

“It’s okay. Boring sometimes,” I told her. This comment would have scored a punishment from Mrs. Long, but somehow I felt safe saying it to Sister Rose.

“Well, we want to change that. From now on, you’ll be working with me to do math that’s a bit more…challenging. How does that sound?”

“Okay.” I knew that pride was a major sin, but I couldn’t help it. Pride filled me up until I could have floated away on it.

She handed me a sheet of word problems, and I dove right in. Sometimes I felt like the answers pulled me through the problems, urging me to hurry up and find them. As I worked, I heard nothing but my pencil scratching the paper. The quiet made the work seem important, like taking a test.

After I finished, Sister Rose looked over my answers, smiling. “Wonderful job, Sarah! Let’s see what you make of the next set.” She seemed delighted. With me!

The rest of our time together went much the same way. I did the problems; she praised me, even when I made a mistake or two. Her voice was so kind, not impatient like Mrs. Long’s or angry like Dad’s. When we got back to my classroom, I wanted to hug her goodbye, but I didn’t.

Nuns can be funny about stuff like that.

___________________________________________________

Photo credit: Roger Hane’s cover for the 1970 Collier-Macmillan edition of C. S. Lewis’s The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

This entry was posted in Failure fear and tagged , , , , . Bookmark the permalink.

10 Responses to A children’s piece, this time

  1. lesliehobson says:

    I like the interplay of what Sarah knows and what she doesn’t. She has no idea where she is going, but she knows better than to ask. She knows saying math is boring would be punished but she intuits that in this case it would be okay. Nice piece.

  2. “A nun, dressed in a white dress and veil – a habit, I mean – stood in contrast to bookshelves the color of a Hershey bar. ” I like this moment a lot, when we see Sarah truly being a child living in her imagination.

  3. notquiteold says:

    You’ve got the child’s perspective very right. I like her lack of questioning what in the world is going on. If it is an adult…especially a nun… I know I just blindly obeyed.
    I wonder if there is some way – staying within the child’s perspective – to hint to the reader what it REALLY going on?

  4. Muff says:

    Watch your adult, evolved, written language compared to what the language of the narrator would have. Since you have the child as the narrator (seemingly) in the recent past tense, I am not sure that she would express herself so discernably – “Whenever Mrs. Long finished a chapter, finding myself suddenly back in our classroom always gave me a jolt.” It’s just beyond where a third grader would be with language. They don’t know what gerands are, nevermind use them correctly!
    It’s also out of sync with the tone of the language you use to end the passage – “Nuns can be funny about stuff like that”. You end this in a more child like tone. You need to decide which one you want and stick to it.

    Possibly think of using the more evolved language in the distant past tense – an adult’s memory of her childhood rather than a description of what recently happened.

    Not trying to be Debbie Downer, but it is what stuck with me as I read it…

    • No, that’s good feedback, and it is something I struggled with as I wrote it. I think I prefer it in the voice of the child, so my task is to scrub the language a bit better to make sure it isn’t beyond her. Thanks for the honest feedback, Muff!

  5. BuddhaKat says:

    I guess I was caught up in the similarity of, shall we say, architectural surroundings, that I remember so well from those Catholic elementary years. For sure, we would exit the school, walk across the way, and down some stairs to a special area (the gym/stage, in one of my schools), or take a different turn and end up a short flight of stairs to the rectory. Or simply down the corridor to the church proper. Many of my childhood memories are based on such structural images, so I liked that you brought that in. Made me feel one with Sarah.

    Well done, indeed!
    :)

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s